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November 26, 2010

Okay, i wouldn't want to type how thrilled and happy i am but i hope to convey it through a poem. My first time and on the spot think. Ok, lets start:

The heavy shattered hopes ends
Ahead of me is what i yearn for
Peace, Freedom and Joy

Under the warmth of the sun
i feel the importance of nature.
With the beautiful skies
i know i am lucky enough to witness.
Every silence moments
it just filled with overwhelming feeling.

The simplest company,
the easiest movement and
the primitive way of life.
I am contented.

Extravagent ain't giving Anything
Simple doesn't means Shame.
Money cannot buy Happiness,
It only come when you are ready to take it on.

Too Hui Ling
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It took me close to half an hour to think for this poem.. I know it is lousy and it don't really make sense but it is my start point and my first time. Pardon that it is really horrible but at least i started. I hope to express my feeling through poem but seems like errrr.. so so.. actually i think it is bad la.. Well, i will try and learn as i go. I have a sudden bond with books now. I want to study and read plenty of books. Ok i just finish a book before this. Moving on.
I am exhausted i have a long and tiring day but I love it:D Eh yo, goodnight.

Graduation

November 21, 2010

Yesterday was NV's Graduation High Tea held at The pines at Steven Rd. Overall wasn't that bad but i prefer last year apart from its food.. Last year felt more homely simply because i belong to that batch and we know most of the people so it feel more excited and stronger sense of belonging.
Lets start from the morning,woke up ard 10am, bathed and did make up..I was attempting to stick my fake lashes but failed! :( I stick the lashes and it look like out of shape and dropping out...Very unlucky, but it didnt stop there, i went on wearing my clothes and put on my blazer, OMG i look like i just woke up frm a long nap but thank god, i have a dress that i could wear and off i go.Meet lina, liana and suzy ard 12 plus and took train to Dhoby Ghaut and change bus(190) to the Pines. We alighted at raffles girls and walk about 5 mins to the place.. And we are kinda late, 130 plus plus..went in and to my surprise our seat are occupied by the N2 people. Honestly, i was damn pissed off and tried to find ways to get rid of them but i couldnt..Oh well, stick with the fact that we have to sit with the boys and i feel damn awkward somemore near to that disgusting one.. Hais nevermind.. but because of that syahir have no where to sit so he sit with n1&2 table and i could see that he was stoning and i suggested that he can go to the table where i am sitting so that he have the boys to talk to..Some i went back to the orginal table where i suppose to be but....NEVERMIND.. The performances are awesome but the stage is too small and the attention they get are those from the front, its a pity that they are given such a small stage to perform and there should be bigger stage or some better spotlight where can really show their talent.. Naville really really ver very very talented, he can sing and play the guitar real well!!! HAHAHA and i must say that Ayton really do have very good fashion sense and i feel sad that he didnt win the best dress male.. Anyway KitSiong and the mysterious girl won the best dress male and female respectively.. And our table won the best dress table award which was a shocked for all of us! Never expected that and we were all surprised, i was hesistating because i dun really belong to that table, you know.. But i just follow the rest la.Feel bad taking the vouncher but.IDK.. Sang school song and ended..Took some photos and left..I didnt really wanted to stay longer and i feel so odd there.. So left with the malay girls and we headed to vivo.. chatted and camwhore.. Nazeefah and arbannah went home and lina left with the Bf so me, liana and suzy went to KFC to have dinner and headed home..
I have some fun and it was one of the better day i had.. Appreciated the effort of the teachers and the performers. And my 5 years in North Vista ended well and i will miss NV. NV is the place where i feel more sense of belonging there and i learnt many things in these 5 years, be it in CCA or class, i learnt many many things and what i am today, NV do play a big part of it and i am very glad that i am a vistarian and proud to say that i have graduated from NORTH VISTA SECONDARY SCHOOL!

THANK YOU, NORTH VISTA:)
I LOVE THE SCHOOL, DESPITE SOME SHORTCOMING.
THE PRECIOUS MEMORIES I HAVE IN THESE 5 YEARS WILL STAY WITH FOR THE ENTIRE LIFE.
THE TIES WITH NVSS WILL NOT BE SEVERE.


There's a fine line between genius and insanity. I have erased this line.-Oscar

I am back:)

November 18, 2010

HEY YO! MY ONSUAGAR,I AM BACK FOR YOU!!!
Os have ended last week, so IT'S HOLIDAY TIME! Oh, which also equal to Grad high is round the corner, this coming friday! Still very thrill about it but wont invest too much of the dressing because it is pointless to buy something so expensive and wear it just for once, it so extravagant! So i decided to go for a more budget wear this year and to my surprise, i found a classy jump suit from flea for $10! I AM VERY LUCKY RIGHT!! HAHAHA!  But i bought a heels like 50plusplus bucks, abit heartpain but i think it is worth the spend, so i bought it and it is very gorgeous! Hope it will last me long because recently, my most comfortable heel has died:( So i am counting on this heels:D  AND i hope that on friday, there is no "fall down" in my dictionary! *finger cross&bless me*

I have also dye my hair with belle @snip avenue, the orginal colour looks auntie/minah on me so, i bought a darker dye and dye on the parting of my hair and it looks so much better now! Luckily..if not i look like so auntie which the hair is going to turn white anytime.. I am now desperately looking for jobs, cant find any..Hope i can get a job soon enough to contiune my shopping spree and i spend too much of my saving in the atm card and i must put it back if not head on chopping board! SO JOB, I NEED YOU!

To that dude, i am sorry:(

Hello & Goodbye:D

August 12, 2010

Here to say hello! Life is being bad on me and i got tired of it..Luckily ytd leroy came and boost me a little...Gotta get started to work my butts off! BYE:D

Random post:)

Credits to http://zodiacfacts.blogspot.com/

July 27, 2010

Relationship Compatibilities Of A #Libra

#Libra - #Aries: The Aries will never openly admit that they respect and admire the Libra for their ability to control their emotions. A request from an Aries can often come across as very demanding. The goal of an argument for an Aries is to win or prove that they are right. Seeing how the Libras logic tends to make them right most of the time the Aries confidence is often crushes by the Libra. A Libra can easily destroy the ego of an Aries. Between the two, the Libra is typically the cool, calm and collected person. When the Aries aggressive nature becomes intolerable, it can bring out a stormy side of the Libra that many never witness. The object of most quarrels to Aries is usually to win and prove they’re right (even when they’re wrong) to satisfy their considerable ego. A Libra will do what is ever necessary to regain balance in their life. Conversely, the Libra will respond to the Aries friend, relative or mate by finding his indecision gradually turning into a firmer purpose, inspired by the Aries ambition into higher achievement.

#Libra - #Taurus: To listen to Libra go on and on about everything they contemplate in their lives, Taurus can get weary and quite tired. Libra takes pride in winning their debates whether Taurus listens and plays along or not. Given all of that, there still may be some good in this relationship that could work between the two. If found, it will take their unity far.

#Libra - #Gemini: Gemini and Libra have a mutual curiosity about other people. This, along with their fresh approach into a relationship will make for a refreshing unity they can both enjoy. They will share in each others ideas, their love for culture and art and their desire to socially entertain. They will relish in a relationship with many friends coupled with good conversation, fun and a brilliant insight they both share. Their lives will never be boring nor will they ever tire of each other. With Libra’s plethora of wonderful ideas and Gemini’s ever changing thoughts, they will always have a new and exciting occasion to look forward to. As long as their union stays on this level, there will never be a problem. On the instance that Libra decides to go further and deepen the relationship, tension will arise as the Gemini tends to have a problem in settling into one relationship or situation. To Libra, this is the natural flow of the way things are supposed to go.

#Libra - #Cancer:
Money is another issue wherein these two usually have differences. Cancer gives a lot of priority to money unlike Librans. The Cancerian feels that it is very important in life to be secure both emotionally and financially. And when there is a slight disequilibrium between these two factors then they can get very irritated. But when they possess both kinds of security, they are transformed into one of the most compliant and tender human beings anyone could possibly ask for, including the former, who sometimes ask a great deal of people, expecting everyone’s character and personality pluses and minuses to be well balanced.
#Libra - #Leo :

#Libra- #Libra: A union formed between two Libras will be intellectually stimulating in conversation and logic. A Libra loves to debate, so between the two they will be more than energized. They can take their time between themselves in their decision making process that are of importance to them and even touch on the not so important things as many times as they’d like until they decide that the choices they make are the right ones. Anyone that comes along that tries to push the Libra into a decision without proper research and thought will cause them stress and perhaps on a bigger scale, an emotional, mental and physical damaging effect. Libra has a high comfort level in dealing with one another basically because others tend to see them as unreliable. No matter how argumentative they can be they tend to give each other credit where it is deserved.

#Libra- #Scorpio: In any form of relationship between Libra and Scorpio, the charm and pleasant warmth will cover up for any mild and occasional mood swings, causing a strong bond between the two. Scorpio has a tendency to be able to calmly understand and deal with Libra’s silly antics and miscalculations. They will be patient through such situations and wait until the creativity and intelligence surfaces in Libra. This will strengthen their bond and create a harmony between them.

#Libra- #Sagittarius: With a bit of compromise, not much though, Libra and Sagittarius will combine forces and have a relationship that is full of charming qualities as well as intellectual conversation and debate that will keep them both stimulated. Their honesty and integrity will be strong together and they’ll be able to conquer just about anything.

#Libra- #Capricorn: Libra will see the overall picture of things whereas Capricorn will be drawn in with the details, the how much, the practicality of it all. Libra’s optimism and sense of uncertainty will irritate Capricorn at times but the Libra will just laugh at the lack of humor Capricorn has. The optimism and trust that Libra gives toward Capricorn, however, will make up for it. The Capricorn will give back to Libra the protection they possess and this will give Libra that comfortable feel.

#Libra - #Aquarius: Aquarius and Libra fit well together in that the former will constantly be coming up with new ideas and the latter will be the one to fabricate and design such thoughts. Aquarius and their high tolerance can be taught quite easily to Libra and their sensitive qualities, and the Libra’s calm nature can be taught to Aquarius as they tend to be a bit over excited about certain issues that arise.They will quarrel and squabble from time to time, but in the end will realize they need each other. Libra’s warm smile and faith in Aquarius will dissolve any disputes that seem to hang on.

#Libra - #Pisces: The bond formed between Libra and Pisces is one of stability and a calming nature. Their soothing words between each other along with Libra’s leadership and protection and Pisces ability to help Libra with their decision making will help them reach their goals and dreams together.

Last Goodbye.

July 20, 2010

As the tittle say, i going bid farewell to onsugar temporary. Reason as simple as i am lazy to post and i spend my most of the time outside, therefore is time to say goodbye and will be back after Os i guess.

Did i mention i actually did DPA? I did..hope i am able to get it. Bye:D

Revealed

July 09, 2010

Hello(to myself)! Prelims are a week away and i yet to revise for some subjects, gonna spend the entire week study and get ready for prelims! I think prelims enable us to rate our preparation for O level and i hope i can do well! Recently the DPA topic popular and i really wonder should i apply or not. Honestly i wish to but once its confirmed, really afraid that i might change my mind after getting back O level result. Well, i think i still have some more time to really think about it. Shall have deep thoughts of it.

Oh well, today i found the answer for my confused problem. I realise i lose the confidence of guys and in the process my confidence level in r/s. The guy that i love, my (ex) boyfriend though i still do tell others that he is my bf sometimes, but i actually never thought of getting back to him after i decides to break. Not that i was not in love with him is that i dun know how to believe in guys in general. I think the incident last year has badly affected me and as things are getting clearer and clearer, i tend to know the ugly side of everything in a r/s. Seeing my friends around got cheated in r/s, did nasty things to their gf and having unexpected problem and many blah blah blah, it really scares me. I used to think of having a bf and get married with him when i was about 23 or so, now i dun even believe in true love, anti-marriage, anti-abortion and anti-r/s. To me the best way to avoid is to not have r/s so none of that will happen and i never ever needed to face it. Being a nun, death of virgin and have no r/s ain't something to be ashamed of!  
And all this thanks to Teo kaya! Fcuk that bastard!

Happiness to anger!

July 03, 2010

Before i vent my anger let me start with joy! School as usual, after school met up with annabelle, jianrong, Jonathan, benjamin and Alexei(not very sure of the spelling) to go for prawning at Pasir Ris, cant really rmb the exact location. IT WAS AWESOME! I prawn 4 or 5 prawn out of 9 prawn that make me the top prawner! Perhaps my dad genes, he is a fisher and often sail out to fish and fish can be as tall as i am sometimes and he is very good at it..Oh well, i guess i am made out of 70% of my father side genes..fishing is my forte and i am pretty good at it as for a beginner that prawn for the 2nd time and yet to go fishing. I am really looking forward for my dad to bring me on boat to fish!!! After that 2 hours of prawning BBQ-ed the prawn and played a Little game to determined who will eat the prawn..HAHAHA FUN FUN FUN x100! As it will take a long time to walk for the pond to the main road so we hailed on lorry and that uncle was kind enough to let us go up and have a ride to the main road! it was my first having such experience and i feel so fun and cool about it. And we can even take photo on the lorry, because the photo-genius, Annabelle is around. She is about to boost the number of "picture of me" in FB  to a number that we will never be able to expect.. Though it wasnt a bad thing either, memories are recorded and kept in the album:D The uncle drop us off at the main road and we took cabs to Kovan, initially bowling but the waiting time was very long and the time wasn't early so we headed to Heartland Mall's BBQ chicken for dinner cum supper. Crap and laughter created by us was filled in the shop and we couldnt stop laugh, i even have stomachache.. Really had a fun time with them today and home after that! Importantly, our big brother Jonathan paid the bill and really nice of him paying for that lot of us..Thanks alot , Brother:D Photo will be up... when i get it.

Venting Anger time!
Fucker, u dun have to be coward behind the computer screen and scold me in facebook and u dun have to call ur "brother" to come and kpo and critisize me! Can really come straight to my face and said whatever you want to say. I admit that i was too impulsive and wanted to get the two of your tgt in the shortest time possible, but i dint expect that she would think otherwise. At first, she told me that the impression was good and i was happy to know that so i hurry inform you and hope that the rate will increase and eventually end up being tgt. After some things she told me and i dint really wanted to comment much, still i chose to believe you but u ruined it! Its really rude to stop someone that is talking and called them to "shut up" and the conversation should revolved between popular topic not topic that leave the other partner clueless about it. As a friend, i will definitely help to salvage the situation but she was clear that nth more than friend between the both of ur. I have asked to be the evil one that to told you so bluntly that she doesnt like you but doesnt mean you can said such things in facebook about me. Fuck you for jumping into conclusion and thank you for letting me know that u are so ungentleman and i cant let my precious girl to be in your hands!


In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything and two minus one equals nothing.